Recovery is hard, but if you haven't heard it today, you matter. And I'm proud of you for being here to read this. Hope you enjoy my blog!
I’m thinking about more than what is healthy right now and I can’t control anything and I feel like a huge disappointment to everyone and I want to just give up on life
I miss you.
I miss you so much, and yet I know, at least for now, you’re not good for me.
I can’t stop apologizing, because I’m supposed to always be there for you, and someone you can turn to with anything, and I am not.
You’ve been a huge part of my life for the past few years, and I want nothing more for you to be my best friend again. But I can’t even talk to you…
What the fuck is wrong with me? All I can do is apologize a million times, because of all the ranting I do about you, about having feelings I just CAN’T get over, and just not being a best friend. I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry…
skype sleepovers may seem like a weird internet thing but theyre really cute and make u feel nice n safe because just imagine like having a nightmare or s/t but then you wake up and your friend in the call is there iTS PRETTY MUCH LIKE SLEEPING WITH THEM IRL AND ITS FUN AND SWEET
WAIT THOSE ARE THINGS?
WE NEED TO DO THIS