Recovery is hard, but if you haven't heard it today, you matter. And I'm proud of you for being here to read this. Hope you enjoy my blog!
"Your words are always on my mind
As if burned on with a brand.
A painful reminder that a life
Without you in it
Would be grueling.
You showed me parts of myself
That I thought I had concealed for good,
A part I fathomed no one could reveal,
Yet you freed it from my demons.
Your prize was love and care,
And everything I could offer.
But you sought after another
Not only to my demons,
But the painfully happy memories.”
I don’t know that I’m okay and that I should be home alone
I’m fucking terrified and I don’t know what to do about it
I think I need to just make a new blog so I can rant and not have the possibility of hurting someone…